The Hungry Caterpillar ?

Thanks to Eric Carle’s kids book “The Very Hungry Caterpillar,” and my friend Erica for the inspiration for this post.  I made a rather sarcastic comment on Facebook recently about finally seeing my waist and how it’s been a log time.  Well not that long but long enough.  So why the reference to a childrens book?  It’s one of my favorites plus my friend and coworker started calling me her “hungry caterpillar.” In the childrens story the caterpillar eats and eats and eats finally making its cocoon and emerging at the end a beautiful butterfly.  It’s a good analogy for this whole process.  At first you’re a caterpillar and you’re eating everything in sight and you reach a point where you say, “hey wait I want to be a butterfly.” You go into a hibernation of sorts doing everything you need to do to prepare for surgery and you emerge a butterfly.

Mind you the butterfly part doesn’t happen as quickly as you’d like it to but it does happen.  30 lbs lost in about a month and half never would have happened any other way for me.  I’ve even gotten more active.  I’m not sure that would have happened either if I hadn’t had the surgey and didn’t want to be successful with it.  I’ve seen a couple episodes of “My 600 Pound Life” I can’t ever imagine letting myself get that way.  I was angry that I let myself get as heavy as I did in the first place.  The most recently watched episode was a follow up on a kid (don’t know how old) who went into his surgical consult at something like 986lbs!  The doc told him he had to loose 100lbs and come back in a month.  This kids eating habbits were awful and his mother was not helping the situation he went back and was 1002 lbs.  Absolutely boggled my mind how this man could even be living at that weight.  To make a long story short he was hospitalized to loose weight had gastric bypass and struggled with his eating habbits and doing things for himself.  He did loose half his weight which I’m sure prolonged his life greatly, but all the stories I’ve seen on that show includig his have definitely inspired me to get way more active.

I’ve never been a fan of the gym, although it’s convenient equipment wise, I’ve always felt like people were watching me and criticizing me in their heads.  I also have a bad habbit of going for a few months and letting it fall by the wayside.  So the gym for me is out.  I had to think of what I like to do that gets you up and moving and isn’t done in the bedroom ?.  Yes that counts as exercise btw!  In any case I remembered my mom had this walking dvd and she’d pop that in if it was nasty out or even if it was late and she hadn’t gotten out to do her walk.  So I asked her for it—she couldn’t find it of course so I bought a couple of my own one of which has circuit workouts for lower and upper body that include weights.  They’re great and the plus side is I don’t have to feel like I’m being watched because I’m in the privacy of my own home.  As far as getting out to walk it’s not really ideal on back country roads with a 50 mph speed limit, but I do have a friend who wants to so at some point we will walk the kids and dogs either at the park or on the closed road near our homes.  So needless to say I think I’m getting on track, exercising, eating pretty well, and ready to go back to work.  Happy reading!  Until next time ? ?!

The Fake Food Factor

Hey all!  I may have mentioned this in prior posts, but before I considered weight loss surgery I was just trying to change my diet trying to eat better healthier foods.  I didn’t go crazy at first.  I started with buying better meat.  I’d heard a blurb on the news quite awhile ago about how companies add something called “pink slime” to ground beef which is sprayed with ammonia. All I could think of was the smell of ammonia being made at my grandma’s cleaning business—made me want to puke.  That being said I started buying mostly organic meat when I could get it then I started walking down the organic aisle at the food store just to see what choices they had.

Why am I mentioning this?? Quite a bit of the things I’ve eaten in the past couple of months have not been my norm. Yes this surgery is about making changes in your life and cutting back on sugar and carbs is a must.  I also understand that sugar can be a huge issue for some bariatric patients and that many are unable to tolerate large amounts, but all the sugar free junk they tell you to eat can’t be good for us either.

I’ve already found out that I really don’t tolerate erythritol, which is to my understanding a sugar alcohol that our bodies do not process and is only excreted in our urine.   My feeling sickly after ingesting it is not unlikely since I read that it does have many GI side effects.  I want to be good I want to eat the things that are on the list from the surgeon/nutritionist but since doing more reading on erythritol, and since it’s added in to so many sugar free foods I’m pretty sure I’m boycotting the sugar free thing.

A little note about stevia–yes it’s a plant and it’s super sweet, but not all stevias are the same.  Before I did any reading on artificial sweeteners I just picked a store brand off the shelf not even reading the label.  Yes I was wasteful and tossed the whole thing in the garbage because it contained erythritol.  I bought steevia in the raw instead because it does not contain erythritol and it’s non-gmo organic.

So I’m cutting out the premade sugar free foods, I barely use stevia except maybe in my decaf coffee/tea and even then it’s like a quarter of a packet.  I was poisoning my body by being heavy in the first place I don’t want to poison myself with processing gmo foods too then the weight loss for me is pointless.  Will update again soon happy reading!

Easter Greetings…

Hi everyone! I’m barely over one month postop and the doc says I’m doing well, meanwhile I still feel rather crappy as far as energy is concerned and still wondering  how I’m going to manage everything when I go back to work.  What do I mean by everything you may ask?  Well I mean the million and a half vitamins plus the medication that I take on a regular basis and the three protein shakes a day.  A convenient 9-5 job would maybe help matter, but sadly I had to have unconviential nurses  hours.

I must tell you I’m becoming a little disillusioned with the whole process.  Yes it’s great, yes I’m loosing some weight, but to me it’s not anywhere near close to where I thought I’d be.  Can we say impatient.  I struggle with getting all my water/fluid in and movtivating myself to get out and exercise.  Nothing about this process has been easy.

On the bright side my pants have room in them for a small human and my boobs say “I need a new bra woman!”  So that is a plus.  I’m trying to find my exercise niche so I won’t get bored if anyone has any suggestions please feel free to comment.  Anyway I’m a little to wish you all a happy Easter, but I will anyway and happy reading!