Day 3…and I’m Dying…

Hey everyone so it’s day 3 of my new year, new me challenge and it almost didn’t happen.

Today was one of those days where I got up early did laundry, ate a little too much for breakfast and by too much I mean a bite too much, and popped in a Leslie Sansone dvd.  10 min in my ass was sitting on the couch watching these smiley sweaty people squat for the millionth time.  Then my brain said get up, stop being lazy af and move.  So I finished the workout but by the time we got to mat work I wanted to throw one of Bella’s toys at the tv and tell Leslie to shut the f**ck up I like being fat and lazy!!!!  Ok I’ve never liked being fat, but I was ok with lazy.

I can proudly say with much reluctance that day 3 was accomplished and now I can’t walk….happy reading y’all until next time.

New Year, New Me Day 2…

Well folks I wasn’t lying when I said I was serious about my exercise goals.  It’s only day 2, but 2 days in a row of exercise hell that’s more than I’ve done in years! 😜. You know I’m serious when I do something 2 days in a row while 🤢😷🤧.  I have mom to thank for bringing illness with her when she came to visit right before Christmas, and since then I’ve been fighting a cold, but managing to keep true to what I’ve set out to do.  I figure maybe I can sweat away the cold and cough.

I should also add that I do have my mother to thank for introducing me to the exercise dvds I am currently using.  She loves to walk, and I do remember quite a long time ago my mother popping in a dvd and power walking in the living room when the weather was nasty.  She also did flash dance aerobics in the family room but that’s another story for another time.

So yes my Leslie Sansone walking dvds are fabulous highly recommended for lazy exercisers like myself who are too cheap and too self conscious to go to the gym.  She throws in some strength training plus she has a few circut workouts which have kept me so far from being bored. Yesterday I did the entire circut dvd an hour of upper body, lower body, and cardio.  Today I just did a 30 min cardio power walk.  My legs are still on fire, I had snot dripping out of my nose and I thought my head was going to explode but I did it anyway.

I’m going to try to write a little something each day to let you all know how it’s going.  Happy reading!

 

Resolutions: New Year, New Me

For those of you who know me I recently shared this photo I created on Facebook.  The image on the left is me about 2 years ago.  The middle picture is this past October and the picture on the right is just a few weeks ago.  I saw this and just went 😱!  So my starting weight last March was 290 lbs and now I am 207 lbs, which is a weight loss of 83 lbs.  Crazy right???!!!

This post may go all over the place because I am currently watching My 600lbs Life and this family is cooking fried chicken and french fries for their 600 plus pound father.  I don’t think families realize how much, even if it’s not food, they can contribute to and overweight relatives issues.  A lot of times they just enable the individual to be the way they are, which sounds like it’s fun but when you’re obese you’re a ticking time bomb just waiting to go off.  You’re literally slowly dying in this shell of fat.  It hurts when a person you love gives you a wake up call and tells you like it is, but I’m thankful that things said opened my eyes to what I never wanted to be.

That being said we are going in to a new year and that always comes with new years resolutions that for many of us don’t last beyond the first week of January.  However mine need to last beyond that and they need to be realistic.  I am already slightly disappointed that I am 9 months out and still not under 200lbs.  I’ve decided I don’t need a gym to get the exercise I need, I just need to be disciplined and pop my exercise dvds into the dvd player.  That should be the easiest thing I do all day.  I actually wrote down which workouts I will do each day.  The challenge is mixing it up so I don’t get bored and making sure I’m doing some kind of exercise every day including the days I work.  My work days will be a challenge because I already get up super early to get to work with the hour drive I have.  This may sound crazy, but my unit is not always that busy so during a break or the slow periods I found my exercise woman on YouTube I may be able to squeeze something in while I’m at work.  I’ve also been using the stairs and that’s way more than I ever did before.

So my New Years resolutions are honestly the same as they’ve been every year, except I feel like now they are realistic and attainable.  Since I’ve already lost a small child in weight the last 60lbs should be nothing.

Happy reading and have a safe, happy and healthy New Year!

Christmas Cookies….

Happy holidays everyone!!! Hope the season finds you all well.  I am 9 months post gastric sleeve now and down a whopping 83 pounds, which honestly I still can’t believe.  This last month has not been easy though.  I spent several weeks stuck at the same weight getting very discouraged wondering what I needed to do to break this stall.  I increased my activity, water and protein intake and finally I’ve dropped a couple more pounds.  I am more than halfway to my final weight goal of 140 pounds, but of course with the holidays temptation is everywhere.

Some of what has taken place this holiday season has been fabulous.  I attended a work Christmas party in a dress I never would thought about wearing a couple of years ago.  I gotta say I rocked that dress!  I’ve discovered that the advice they give you on not drinking alcohol is for good reason; mainly because my one drink acted like 3 in my body.  So yeah no more drinking for this girl–good thing I had a designated driver.  The other thing that has occurred a few times may have been dumping syndrome, may have been something else still haven’t seen the doc yet to ask.  I’ve had a few spells where I feel super sick after eating.  I haven’t precisely pinpointed what it could be that causes me to feel so awful.  My symptoms:  hot flash followed by cramping and nausea sometimes diarrhea, then chills.  My skin also flushes then pails and after this is all over I feel like a Mac truck hit me.  It’s awful!  So it could be dumping syndrome, could be too much fat or sugar intake, still not sure.  I don’t have a doc appointment for a few weeks yet so I will make it a point to ask then.

With that being said let’s talk about temptation and the holiday season, it sucks big time!  Everywhere I look there is some kind of tempting food, and most of my fat may have gone away but my sweet tooth hasn’t.  I’ve tried not to go too crazy and just have little bits of things.  To be honest the times I’ve gotten sick I definitely think I went overboard on the sugary fatty foods.  No one, not even me, is perfect on this journey.

Hmmm, what else has happened between now and the last time I’ve blogged.  I received Christmas presents from my mother from normal stores in normal sizes that actually fit.  This is huge!  This hasn’t happened in years, plus my mother actually said they looked nice on me, which also hasn’t happened in years.  I’m still struggling with disciplining myself to exercise routinely—I’ve always been awful about that, but my diet has changed significantly.  I’ve cut out carbonation almost completely, which means no soda.  There is some flavored carbonated water I love that tastes better when it’s flat so I do drink that sometimes, because let’s face it a girl gets tired of water all the time.  I rarely eat pizza or pasta, there’s very little nutritional value in it for me anyway.  I do eat some bread, I don’t go crazy with the bread eating, but the Italian in me has a hard time fully giving it up.  Woe is me I still love the occasional fast food—yes boo hiss!!!  But a junior bacon cheeseburger that I can only eat half of benefits my pup way more than it does me.

I am thinking about joining a gym, since it’s gotten cold out my activity outside has dropped, even my dog doesn’t want to go out.  I figure if I’m going to join one now would be a good time since this is the season for gym promotions.  My thing is I don’t want to join one and not be disciplined enough to go on a regular basis, then I’d be wasting my money and let’s face it none of us has money to waste.  I did hear from someone that if you workout for 30 consecutive days your body is conditioned to just go and do it.  I may test this theory.

Shout out to a school friend who has begun the gastric sleeve journey I wish her much luck and success and until next time I wish you all happy reading.